Live Well, Laugh Often And Love Much!

Mama's Boys

2012-01-05T19:38:00.000-05:00

LOVE my boys!

Back To School!

2012-01-05T19:25:00.002-05:00

Alas! But it is time again to head back to school. We have enjoyed immensely, our time with our oldest son during the Christmas and New Year vacation. It has passed far too quickly! Here you see the silly boy "passed out" with the prospect of "back to the grind." Me? Wishing I could stand here a little longer and hold him!

The last Sunday at home before heading back to school.

Daryl, Mom & Dad

Posing with Dad while waiting for his connecting ride back out to Ohio.

Mom with the kids

Nevaeh was NOT ready for her big brother to leave again!

Last minute playing!

Happy New Year!

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Praying that your holiday season has been rich to overflowing with

THE GIFT of Jesus and that your New Year will be blessed in that GIFT!

Christmas Programs!

2011-12-08T21:28:00.004-05:00

Click on this link to watch the live stream Christmas Program of God's Bible School and College where Daryl attends. Daryl will be singing in the choir. The program can be viewed live on:

Friday (December 9) @ 7:00 p.m.

Saturday (December 10 @ 3:00 p.m.

Sunday (December 11 @ 6:00 p.m.

You may click the link below to view the live streaming if you happen to log onto the blog during any of the above times.

I promise it will be a worth while watch!!

http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.ustream.tv%2Fchannel%2Fchristmas-program&h=6AQHo_6YQ

"When I Cry"

2011-11-29T14:10:00.003-05:00

Daryl is an incredible big brother and as you can see, Nevaeh believes this to be so too!

While home on break from college, Daryl sang by request in our church.
He shared "When I Cry."

This song characterizes the true empathy of Jesus Christ.
We are never alone in our pain. Jesus knows where we are in any suffering. And like us, he suffered loss. In the shortest verse of the Bible, we are reminded that
"Jesus wept." (John 11:35)
Use the link below to listen to Daryl sing.
And be encouraged...God is on YOUR side!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JZQzXze19Qw

Blessings: God's Mercies Disguised

2011-11-29T12:28:00.005-05:00

Our 14 year old son, Robert, was asked to sing Laura Story's song "Blessings" for a couple Thanksgiving services. Our son Daryl, now 18, and I added background vocals. In the photo above we are practicing from home. I have attached a link below where you can view our live church performance. Enjoy and remember to take time to consider YOUR BLESSINGS!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=daPAuMfOwH4

Happiness Is....

2011-11-26T01:14:00.002-05:00

....being with the one you love!
Nevaeh and her big brother Daryl who came home from college

Blessings

2011-11-26T00:56:00.003-05:00

Mama & Her Boys

Was privileged to sing with my two boys for our town's community Thanksgiving service. Rob sang lead and Daryl and Mama sang the background vocals. We shared Laura Story's song entitled
"Blessings."

We pray for blessings - We pray for peace
Comfort for family, protection while we sleep
We pray for healing, for prosperity
We pray for Your mighty hand to ease our suffering
And all the while, You hear each spoken need
Yet love us way too much to give us lesser things
***
Cause what if Your blessings come through raindrops
What if Your healing comes through tears
What if a thousand sleepless nights
Are what it takes to know You're near
What if trials of this life are Your mercies in disguise
***
We pray for wisdom - Your voice to hear
And we cry in anger when we cannot feel You near
We doubt Your goodness, we doubt Your love
As if every promise from Your Word is not enough
And all the while, You hear each desperate plea
And long that we'd have faith to believe
***
Cause what if Your blessings come through raindrops
What if Your healing comes through tears
What if a thousand sleepless nights
Are what it takes to know You're near
What if trials of this life are Your mercies in disguise
***
When friends betray us - When darkness seems to win
We know the pain reminds this heart
That this is not, this is not our home
THIS IS NOT OUR HOME
***
Cause what if Your blessings come through raindrops
What if Your healing comes through tears
And what if a thousand sleepless nights
Are what it takes to know You're near
***
What if my greatest disappointments
Or the aching of this life
Is the revealing of a greater thirst this world can't satisfy
And what if trials of this life
The rain, the storms, the hardest nights
Are Your mercies in disguise

BE BLESSED THIS THANKSGIVING!

"Blessed is he who watches...."

2011-11-17T11:45:00.003-05:00

In just six short days, this little girl's hero and big brother will return home for the first time since leaving in August to attend college. Little Nevaeh can hardly wait! She is making plans regarding how she will greet Daryl, what he will say, what he will do, and what she will do. She is......ANTICIPATING!

I am enjoying watching her "little girl" preparations for Daryl's arrival. She wants to assist making of his bed with fresh sheets. She wants to help clean his room. She sits on a blanket on the floor of Daryl's room in front of his closet. She has her music and a stack of books and she is waiting patiently.

This reminds me of how we are to anticipate the return of our Savior.

We get everything ready with excitement and then "....occupy till I come." Luke 19:13

Keep busy! Stay involved in the lives of those around you. Be the Hand of Jesus extended. Share the love of Christ with those you come in contact with even if it is simply just being gracious and kind.

Live with anticipation! It will affect HOW you occupy!

And your joy will have a valuable impact on the lives that you touch!

Watch! Be Ready! Occupy!

We're counting the days!!

And it won't be long!

Time Flies!

2011-10-14T00:51:00.002-04:00

WHAT have these guys gone and done with my babies??!!

Movin' On!

2011-10-13T11:42:00.005-04:00

Posing with Dad very early on moving day morning...Daryl is very excited and ready to begin his college career.

Daryl is a freshman at God's Bible School and College in Cincinnati, Ohio where he is working on an Associate of Arts Degree in General Studies. He is also enrolled simultaneously at the University of Cincinnati where he is working on a Bachelor's Degree in Criminal Justice.

Mama and her baby all grown up! I can't believe that we are here at this juncture of life so soon!

Daryl is participating in the work study program as well which assists in the payment of his tuition. He is working as a security guard right on the college campus. We are very pleased that his job experience compliments his major.

This is Jeffrey Paulus Jr.

Jeffrey is a childhood friend of Daryl's. We were very excited to learn that Jeffrey was planning to attend the same college AND even more excited when Jeffrey and Daryl were assigned room mates!

Jeffrey Paulus, Daryl Fultz, and Dustin Covert

These three live together as room mates. So far, they are doing very well and getting along great.

Daryl's room is next to the top floor, four windows in from the right side.

When I zoomed in on Daryl's window, I discovered he left his mark! lol

This is Daryl's desk and study corner.

The bottom bunk is Daryl's and Jeffrey's is the top bunk.

This is their little lounge area. The truck box/coffee table is Daryl's stash of food! And yes, it has been restocked multiple times since he moved into the dorm.

We have missed Daryl terribly but get to use Skype and chat with him. I wish you could have seen little Nevaeh when Daryl's face first popped up on the computer screen! She couldn't get up on the chair fast enough to suit her!

Daryl is very busy and doing quite well in school. Here is a photo of the college choir of which Daryl is a part. You will find him in the back row with his hand raised!

Though we miss him greatly, we LOVE what God is doing in Daryl's life!

Life just has a way of movin' on.

Update! And Apologies!

2011-09-05T22:14:00.003-04:00

Yes! Just like all of you, summer has come and gone for us! School has started one more time and it's time to get back to the routine. Life has twisted a new direction for us as this past month, we moved our first child into the dormitory of a college. I attempted to post some photos and share Daryl's move with you, but I agreed to try a new interface on my blog dashboard. Somehow, something froze up on my computer and I could not post, upload any pictures, couldn't switch back to my old interface OR communicate with anyone regarding my problem. Today, I have attempted to access my blog by logging into another party's computer. I DID attempt to switch back to my old interface, AND I am going to try posting this message to my blog! I apologize for any annoyance and we want you to know that we appreciate your faithful reading. Please be patient just a little longer and be assured that we are doing our best to have this situation resolved! I hope that your day has been beautiful!

Another Concert

2011-07-14T22:20:00.002-04:00

Our family had the opportunity to participate in our community's outreach by giving a concert at the fairgrounds here in our town. This was our last scheduled singing date as an entire family before Daryl leaves for college. We shared a variety of selections using trio, quartet and solo arrangements. Daryl has been singing bass for us this year and doing a great job.

Daryl is singing the song that he composed entitled "Independence Day." He accompanied himself on the acoustic guitar.

Nevaeh was excited to have her face painted!

Her completed Bob the Tomato from Big Idea's Veggie Tales series.

The evening ended with another round of fireworks!
It was a blessed day.

Planting Seed

2011-07-14T22:02:00.002-04:00

Yet again.....life is ever changing!
We planted, and we watered. Now another will nurture. And by the mercy of God, growth and increase will one day be realized.
C, our latest foster son, has been moved to a different situation and so one more time, it is just us here in the ole' homestead!
We find ourselves dealing with mixed emotions, yet we feel that we gave this little boy everything we had to give while he was here with us.
Still, it's always sad to see the little ones go and know that likely you will never witness the blossoming of their flower.
When permitted again, we will keep planting seed. We will water. As God allows, we will nurture and cultivate. Perhaps one day again, we will watch a flower bloom.
In the meantime, we never forget the precious gift of our rare flower in little Nevaeh.
She's our reminder that what we do no matter how little or much, is of great value.
And one more time, we thank God that she is a vibrant part of our family bouquet!

Take time to smell YOUR flowers today!

INDEPENDENCE DAY!

2011-07-04T23:30:00.003-04:00

Our youngest son, Rob, is really getting involved in photography. This is one of his shots.

"INDEPENDENCE DAY"

Song composed by our oldest son, Daryl.

There were no fireworks - There was no celebration - Only the tears of a sorrowful mom - The crowds had all left Him as He hung there on that tree - To pay sin's price so you and I could finally be free.

On that Independence Day when our wrongs were made right - And we didn't have to fight to secure our life - On that Independence Day when He died on that tree - When He chose to set free evil man like you and me - On that Independence Day.

There'll finally be one day when we will have the chance - To celebrate our freedom that Christ bought for us that day - We will rejoice with loud singing and choruses of praise - thanking Him for what He did on that special day.

HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY!

DD....Is that........DUDLEY DORIGHT?!

2011-07-01T10:34:00.005-04:00

Doris Day.....Dumb Dellaweese.....Snoop Doggy Dog......Daniel Daylewis.......David Ducovning.....Daphne Doowarray......Deloris Delreyo..... Dudley Doright?!????
Nope! That is definitely Dude Daryl!! Or maybe Daring Daryl!!!

As you can see, he is dressed for the "part." And that has ALWAYS been Daryl. From the time he was a little boy, if he was going to play baseball, he had to wear a baseball shirt and sneakers. If he was going to play hockey, out came the Philadelphia Flyers uniform and skates.
Switching to soccer guaranteed another clothing change.

One day, I pulled into the drive to discover Daryl in the parking lot....flying his remote controlled airplane. He was dressed to the nines in a suit and tie. Man! He looked sharp! Didn't you know that pilots dress the part?!

While Daryl, to this day, can accumulate MORE laundry than a girl, I have discovered something about him that I wouldn't change. Whatever the boy does, he does with EVERYTHING in him and more! It makes the laundry more bearable. Just think. If everybody in our world would apply themselves in this manner, what truly could we as mere mortals accomplish?

Daryl is our oldest son. He's almost 18 now. He is scheduled to leave home in August to move into the dormitory of God's Bible School and College in Cincinatti, Ohio. He is stepping out into the next phase of his life and I want you to know how proud we are of the man he has become!

Daryl turned four and started Kindergarten many years ago. When he completed his required years of education, he was still 16. He had already been working a part time job, but following graduation, he turned in a copy of his diploma and began working full time. This past year, Daryl has been holding down a mans job. Throughout the winter, he rose from sleep between 4 and 4:30 AM and his boss would pick him up before 5:00 AM. Daryl still has a Jr license so his driving times are still restricted. Many days, he would not return home until 5 to 5:30 PM.

Daryl has participated in youth camps and church functions, been sports director for summer VBS programs and has been a vital part of our family ministries. Daryl plays an acoustic guitar well and has become a wonderful song writer.

Daryl is an amazing big brother and is also an involved supporter of our foster care ministry.

Also, in the past couple years, Daryl has been involved in the Civil Air Patrol which is an auxillary of the United States Air Force. He has been permitted to fly a small plane, participated in Basic Encampment and gone through Survival Training as well as Search and Rescue phase 1. He has continued to receive training and maintained physical drills. He has gone through testing and as the testing is passed, he qualifies for ranking promotions. Currently, Daryl carries the rank of Master Seargent. Very recently, Daryl was placed in a position of much stress and discomfort.....a place where his character was "under fire." And we watched as he behaved as a real man should and was cleared. We were proud of the way that he handled himself in a real life situation.

Daryl, I hope that you know just how much we love you and that we are so proud of who you have become. We are going to miss you more than you could ever dream, but we are thrilled with your decision to seek preparation through college and we support you in any way that we can. So, dress the part and give this all you've got and more, Baby! We'll get through the laundry! We always have!!

Just in case you wondered.....

2011-06-14T16:12:00.004-04:00

......Miss Personality and the Princess of our domain is alive and well!

Swinging with Daryl

Playing ball with Daryl

Wearing Rob's flip flops!

Learning how to set the table for dinner!

Got herself ready to step outside and "re-catch" Daryl's trout!

Pajamas, NONmatching headband, & black buckled shoes!

What a prize catch!

Helping Dad by getting in his way!

Ready for Sunday evening church!

She just LOVES her purple "rove."

"Helping" to plant the garden!

She's got enough personality for 5 little girls!

Eskimo kissing with Bubba!

Trying to make an ugly face. It's the cutest one I'VE ever seen!

Here's hoping you feel caught up for the past several weeks that we were unable to post!

GOD BLESS YOU TODAY!

His Hand In Mine

2011-06-14T10:26:00.002-04:00

Laws are always changing and they affect the way that we live. Another time, change has taken place in our family and we have added for an indefinite time, a little fella who needs structure, care and the love of a good family! The aforementioned laws will no longer allow for us to post pictures that show the identity of the little people who live with us as well, we can no longer use any form of his/her name. So, we will refer to this new little guy as C.

A very neat discovery is that C loves music almost as much as we do!! And I believe that God brought him here for some measure of healing. He is presently five years of age and quite active. He's bright and quick learned. After a few short and jam packed full days, C discovered that Jesus loves him very much and C now insists that HE be permitted to pray for his own meals!

If you happen to be in the right place at the right time, you will have the privilege to meet this little boy. He's a sweetheart and needs your prayers as do we in our responsibility of ministering and caring for him.

"C - one more little hand in MINE!"

TWENTY YEARS!

2011-06-14T10:03:00.003-04:00

Twenty years is a long time to be married these days and yet, in many ways, it seems as if we just got married not so long ago! To celebrate our incredible milestone, we decided to take a trip back to the place where we honeymooned as newlyweds...in the Poconoes where our favorite place we visited was Bushkill Falls, the Niagra of Pennsylvania. Twenty years ago, we hiked all the trails and enjoyed the peace of God's nature. As I am not yet fully recovered from an earlier surgery on my foot, I could only make it down to the main falls. We still enjoyed this place.

Thankful to God for the gift of togetherness, companionship, friendship and LOVE!

Fighting Fires Of A Different Variety

2011-04-23T12:55:00.002-04:00

I thought that pastor's were supposed to stoke the embers and keep the fires burning.

Here's a pastor who puts them OUT!

Mark has been instated as the chaplain of our local volunteer fire department. In order to authorize his presence on the scene of any emergency or fire, Mark has had to train and qualify to put your fire's OUT!

Though he is not required to go through ALL of the training required of a certified firefighter, he has opted to learn as much and go as far as his current responsibilities will allow.

Our church is proud of Mark and have encouraged his involvement in our community in any way that God should present. And ANYONE who knows Mark, knows that he will NOT hesitate to move when God tells him that it is time.

Our Princess Is Three!

2011-04-23T11:58:00.006-04:00

It hardly seems possible that our baby girl is three, but everytime we go back and redo the math, we come up with the same sum! In some regards though, I'm certain that she just turned 30! She is without doubt the sharpest knife in OUR drawer! We had a wonderful party with Nevaeh's church buddies. And Nevaeh was soooo excited!
Watching her strawberry cupcakes baking.

Ready for the birthday girl.

Pretty colors....

Pretty tables....

PRETTY Princess!

Singing Happy Birthday to the birthday girl!

Nevaeh wanted to say the blessing all by herself and so she prayed,

"A,B,C,D,E,F,G.....Thank you God for feeding me! AMEN!

Nevaeh's favorite meal: Spaghetti made with elbow noodles, applesauce, and buttered italian bread!

YUM!

Nevaeh and her buddies...

Bre, Livie, Thaniel, Wyatt, Ethan & Ashlynn!

Checkin' out those "pupcakes!"

Look at those candles!

I'm THREE!

Ready, Set, BLOW!!

Our very happy and beautiful baby girl!

A favorite gift!

You can see what she thinks of THIS gift!! YAY!

And this gardening set is a KEEPER!

I think she loved ALL of her gifts!

Then, instead of playing FUN but rather senseless games, we decided the children would have as much fun making "Thinking of You" & "Get Well Wishes" for the 5 year old daughter of a family friend.

Tiarra Lynn Rachau was very recently diagnosed with a brain tumor which was removed only to learn that she did indeed have cancer on her spine! The children asked many questions about Tiarra and her illness and I was touched by their compassion. Look at how they are concentrating on their work! But it was soooo much fun!

Even Daddy got in on the FUN and helped Nevaeh glue her sequins on the tiara she made for Tiarra!!

She thought that EVERY little girl needed a princess crown!

Our finished loot to send off in hopes of putting a smile on the lips of a sweet little girl!

MY little princess was sooooo tired and within minutes of crawling into her bed, she was faaaaaast asleep!

Being three is hard work!

Hush-A-By...

Don't you cry...

Go to sleep little baby!

We will be eternally grateful that God chose to place you in our family!

Happiest 3rd Birthday,

Nevaeh Re' Fultz~

Health UPDATE!

2011-04-23T11:32:00.002-04:00

After what has felt like an eternity, my lab results are finally in and with the verification of a 2nd opinion, they have found NO cancer in the spindle lesion that was growing in the bottom of my foot.

I AM very grateful!

I'm still having quite a bit of trouble with my foot and the healing process is going far slower than I would prefer. I find myself still hobbling around on these crutches which are becoming quite annoying to me. They get in the way of my attempts at keeping after my house and children.

My family is still having to assist me way more than I prefer.

I will NOT post a picture of my foot as its' appearance is pretty nasty right now. It has broken open multiple times and the wound area is getting larger and larger.

The Dr. said that he removed a very large portion of my foot and that the hole was so large in so much that he could hardly close the surgical site.

Since I have been cleared from cancer in the foot, I have chosen to receive personal ongoing care from my oldest sister who is a magnificent nurse AND she knows all of my issues and loves me ta'boot!

It is HER natural born instinct to fix me regardless my ailment or behaviour and so somehow, though it pains me to admit it, I think I'm in the best of hands!!

Let's Talk Turkey!

2011-04-23T11:15:00.002-04:00

Early this morning, Daryl dragged himself out of bed and hunted in less than desireable conditions in the hopes of successfully bagging his first turkey ever. He layed on the soggy ground and belly crawled into position. What may seem to some as extreme effort paid off and Daryl was excited to bring this "guy" home for DINNER!
We didn't have a scales to weigh him on here but the guestimate is that this big guy is weighing in around 22 pounds!

The right spur was 15/16 of an inch and the left spur was broken but still measured at 3/4 of an inch!

He sported a 9 inch beard.

So happy for you, Daryl! Though sometimes even your mother rolls her eyes at what seems to be an all consuming passion, your hunting efforts are most times quite successful. I love your pride in providing meat for your family and I know that God can even use some such gift as this!

CONGRATULATIONS!!

Update!

2011-04-13T23:14:00.002-04:00

For those of you who think these pics of my surgical sites are nasty and would rather not see them, I apologize. However, THIS is how I am easiest able to communicate with some of my family to whom I do not have the privilege to live close. Please just scroll past quickly.

I have had my follow-up visit back to the surgeon who performed my surgery. He is very pleased with the site on my leg where the skin cancer was removed. It has healed very well and in time, there will barely be a scar. The surgical site on my foot, however, is not responding as well. It is pictured below. The skin on either site of the incision died so it would not bond or heal in a way that would satisfy the surgeon. He is NOT pleased with the appearance of this site though there is not any sign of infection and it seems to be healing from the inside.

I have received clearance to try walking on my foot, but it is quite painful and the wound tends to bleed from the pressure. Thus, my walking is more of a hobbling limp. I do have a special gel pad the fits in my instep and surprisingly protects the incision quite well inside a shoe. I find that a pair of Crocs is the most comfortable choice of footwear right now. The surgeon wanted to try to stitch again to salvage the appearance but he could not find any loose skin to even make an attempt. I assured the surgeon that I do not care WHAT it looks like as long as the bad "stuff" is gone. It's on the BOTTOM of my foot and no one is going to see it unless I show it on purpose. He grudgingly left it alone and wants to see it again in a month. I am still waiting on lab results as the pathologist requested permission to seek a second opinion. This doesn't make me feel encouraged but I suppose I would rather know any bad news now. I've learned that ignorance is NOT bliss!

Immediately following my surgery, the nurse suggested that I get myself through this "thing" by thinking, "Cute flip flops! Really cute flip flops!" Several of my friends and family agreed with my nurse and suggested that I shop as soon as I was able and buy myself a pair or two to celebrate. I found these flip flops today and Nevaeh just thought they were beautiful! She wanted a pair to match! Of course, I've never seen matching mother/daughter flip flops unless you consider just plain colored ones. Nevaeh begged to wear them this evening and I was planning to wear them to Bible study here in the fellowship room. I told her that I needed them for a little while but that I would let her wear them later if she still wanted. She did NOT forget and as soon as I returned home after Bible study, she said, "Mom, if I take my socks off, can I wear your flip flops?" I said, "Absolutely NOT!" Are you KIDDING??!! I didn't say THAT! As you can see in the picture below, I just might have to go buy myself another pair of flip flops!! Now THAT would be a shame!

My "Who" From "Who-ville!"

2011-04-06T20:11:00.002-04:00

Nevaeh used the potty all day and then did the worst part in her dry pull up tonight. I faked bawling and through my "tears" I wailed, "WHY didn't you put THAT in the pot??!!"

In extreme seriousness, somewhat distressed that Mommy was crying, Nevaeh said,

"But it would have made your pot ruined!"

Spiders?!

2011-03-31T17:05:00.002-04:00

I uncovered the surgical sites to apply clean dressings today.

Nevaeh stepped in and took a close look at the stitches.

"MOMMY!" she freaked out. "Do you have SPIDERS on your leg??!!"

Update

2011-03-31T14:31:00.002-04:00

Nevaeh wanted to wear Mommy's shoes, especially the one that she calls "the funny shoe."

I have been pretty sick and in a lot of pain so Mark and Nevaeh went to get some medicine to counteract the dizziness and nausea. Little Miss Sunshine came back with this beautiful bunch of flowers!

Such cheerful posies! AND they did get me some meds and I am feeling better again. I was able to eat a little for lunch. Surgical sites still look great and are healing well in spite of the pain.

So I guess I'm feeling like that little train who struggled to climb the mountain to reach the other side.

"I think I can! I think I can! I think I can get through this pain to the other side of my mountain!"

Thanks again for your prayers!

Healing

2011-03-30T18:14:00.002-04:00

Above is the cancer site. Doc had to take a big enough "chunk" that my leg is indented quite a bit though it doesn't show in the picture. I'd rather him get everything the first time around though. This area is not causing me any pain at all and only has those itchy sensations that accompany healing.

This is the surgical site of the lesion, which is another form of diseased skin tissue. The Doc said that the hole was so huge, he could barely get it closed. There are somewhere around a dozen stitches here. This surgical site is causing me quite a bit of pain and I am having to take full dosage of the medication. That, on the other hand is making me dizzy and nauseous so I am struggling with eating. Would appreciate your continued prayers.

Update!

2011-03-29T20:56:00.002-04:00

Surgical sights. Skin cancer removed from just above right ankle and a large lesion removed from bottom of left foot.

I'm not having any pain or problems with the area where the skin cancer was removed, but the lesion area is causing me quite a bit of pain. I'm not one to take a lot of pain meds, but I am relying on these meds quite heavily for now.

The Doc is still somewhat concerned as the lesion left such a huge hole that he could barely get it closed. Using crutches and a really ugly shoe for 2 weeks.

With a nurse like this, I should be better in NO time!! Letting nurse Nevaeh remove my IV tape!

Examining the patient!

The sugical nurse thought that I should encourage myself by thinking, "Cute flip flops! Really cute flip flops!"

I really hate surgery, but I did pretty good this time with the anesthetics. I'm really glad that this is over. We can remove the bandages in 24 hours after surgery to apply clean dressings.

Thankful for God's help and keeping my nerves under control. Mark was with me all the way!

I love you, Babe!

UPDATE!

2011-03-28T14:46:00.002-04:00

Just a quickie! I am to report to the surgical center at 11:20 a.m. tomorrow, the 29th!

This is my CANCER B-GONE campaign!!

Remember, slather on the sunscreen "B4" you go out!

Jesus Was A Fisherman

2011-03-28T13:17:00.009-04:00

Thought I would share some shots of one of the things that has kept us busy. You are about to experience Tabernacle Rod and Gun Fellowship. Separate from our Senior Adult class at our church, the Adult Class concentrates on Christian Discipleship and reaching out. Discussion turned into the Rod & Gun Fellowship as a means of outreach.

How do we reach the people who won't come to church because, "...the roof will fall in if I step inside your sanctuary!" among a host of other excuses! In the surrounding areas, hunting and fishing is a widespread and avid interest among the members of our community.

Since Jesus himself was a fisherman and He communicated with his followers by sharing fishing stories, we felt that it would be pleasing to Him for us to reach out to our community through this avenue.

With much help from our church family, we were able to plan and share an amazing event in our fellowship room. We had a trophy wall, picture board, displays from various vendors, archery shoot, fishing derby for the kids, prizes, workshops and speakers. Last, we fed a simple dinner to everyone present. This was a free of charge event. Some people loved the event so much that they asked if they could support us with a donation.

Great and solid contacts were made as we met people from our surrounding community for the first time. On the other hand, this event has created a problem for us. Our fellowship room was maxed out in occupancy and if we opt to carry over this function to another year, we are going to have to look for another building! But, that's a good problem to have, right?!

A lady from a local business embroidered hats, t-shirts and sweatshirts for our staff and some of the prizes. The emblem was designed by Rebecca Faust, a member of our congregation. We all love it and have decided that it's a keeper.

We'll use it again. Thanks, JoAnn from Stitchin' To Go!

Leslie was a great help in our kitchen.

Jeff is our Minister of Outreach here at Evangelistic Tabernacle and his sister Linda is the head of our Fellowship and Care Committee.

Our registration booth

Our registrars Rebecca & Dawn

Photographer for the event, Robert.

Assistant photographer for the event, Anna.

Asking the Greatest Fisherman to bless our meal.

Special event speaker, Darryl Quesenberry.

Shell Display

Archery Shoot

*I would add that our son Daryl, won the archery shoot!

Casting Contest

Successful fisherman Austin & Ashlynn!

Nathaniel & Mommy

Bri & Uncle Joe

And look who caught the whopper!!

Abby Whitmer

Beautiful fish!

Congratulations Abby!

Catching the last elusive few at the end of the day.

I think Daryl and Rob enjoyed this part immensely!

*SIGH* It was a long, tiring BUT profitable day!

Jesus said, "Follow Me and I will make you fishers of men!"

We are building!

2011-03-25T11:39:00.004-04:00

We have receive permission to build a cabin on our church conference campground in Mendon Ohio. Before winter arrived, we set posts and banded them so that at spring's first opportunity, we could begin building. On the 17th of March(Thursday), Dad and Mark drove a trailer load of supplies and equipment to the site and began to work.

When they arrived, our lumber delivery was waiting. Rev. & Mrs Alley and Dad The Alley's are the campgroud caretakers. One evening, Mrs Alley prepared dinner for my guys and they were able to enjoy a great time of fellowship together.

Boss & Foreman!

This is Autumn and Randalyn Paulus. They brought their Daddy, Randy, to the campground on Friday, the 18th, and he offered his building expertise. We couldn't have gotten so far in so little time without Randy.

Since I opted to stay home this trip, Mark took many photos so that I could "be in" on this phase.

Mark loved having Dad with him!

Randy hard at work.

Mark

Side view

They were able to complete shingling one half of the roof before having to pack up and head home. We are planning to get in another work day either before or after Interchurch Holiness Convention here in April.

We are excited to have a permanent perch for our brood at camp and youth camp times!

I love for Nevaeh's sake that our cabin is right next to the children's chapel and the playground is currently in front of the cabin on the other side of the road!

Cancer, no respector of persons!

2011-03-24T22:28:00.003-04:00

Yes. I know this picture is rather.....gross. But this is my reality right now. It was just a mole. I had had it all of my life. But sun exposure took its toll and I am now scheduled for surgery to remove this diseased skin and I get to add my name to the list of "Cancer Victims." That sounds awful! I think I'd rather use the word "survivor." It is on my right lower leg. I will also be having a rather large lesion (another form of diseased tissue) removed at the same time from my left foot. The Dr. has expressed some concern due to existing physical issues with my heart condition but I am optimistic! I've been through some pretty bad "stuff" so this has got to be better than THAT!

I would appreciate your prayers. I am scheduled for surgery March 29.

And please, take time to take care of YOURSELF!

Use this as a friendly reminder to examine yourself.

I will post an update.

PlayDoh

2011-03-24T22:10:00.002-04:00

Nevaeh's latest favorite playtime is getting into the PlayDoh.

Grammy spent some time making all kinds of noodles and fun stuff with Nevaeh.

Showing Nevaeh how to properly use the knife.

And letter stamps help spell N-E-V-A-E-H!

You Light Up My Life!

2011-03-24T21:52:00.005-04:00

My Mama

Mama and Daddy came to visit again and as always, were very helpful while here. Since we had a break in the weather, Mom said that she would help Rob take down the Christmas lights.

You should know that my mother birthed and raised 4 girls and lived to tell about it, so God rewarded her by giving her mostly grandsons!

Since pictures are worth a thousand words, I thought that I would let the photos do the talking.

Hope you enjoy taking down the Christmas lets with them...or more like decorating each other!

Grammy and Rob Gene (Grandson #3)

She caught a BIG one!!

2011-03-16T00:10:00.002-04:00

Pappy helping Nevaeh fish at an indoor fishing derby!
Will she? Will she be lucky enough to catch one?

You bet!! She caught TWO!!

Pappy and....that.....slimy thing!!

ASK, and it shall be given you....

2011-03-10T13:59:00.005-05:00

Nevaeh came to me and asked for a scarf. Mommy had scarves and so she wanted one too. I didn't see any reason why she shouldn't have a scarf or two and so I promised her that I would buy her a scarf.

My problem presented itself when I began shopping for a scarf! Oh, I found scarves for little girls, but they were still too big for Nevaeh. They were for older children. In frustration, I told Mark, "Fine! Let's go get some knitting needles and yarn and I will learn how to knit!"

Mark just looked at me, but he's lived with me long enough to know that when I get a bee in my bonnet, I'm gonna' chase it until it's gone--for good!

So, he graciously accompanied me as I selected and purchased a couple types and colors of yarn and various knitting needles.

That night, after putting all my "babies" to bed, in the dark quiet of my cacoon, I hopped on the internet and typed into my search engine, "How to knit a scarf."

It was awesome! Within minutes I found myself knitting. I was so excited! I knitted a lime green scarf in 2 days. I do wish you could have seen Nevaeh's face when she discovered it that next morning after I had completed it!

That was all it took to fuel me on. I knew she needed a set to match her new coat and so equipped with my new-found confidence, another selection of yarn and my newly acquired needles, I began knitting again. Within a few days, I completed another scarf and I attempted to create a flower to add a special touch. I loved it! I purchased a knitting loom and began to create a hat from the same yarn. I made another matching flower and affixed it to the hat brim.

It still needed something to pull it all together. A pompom!! Yes! That would do it! I used my imagination and a small thin box and the pompom came out perfectly! I fastened it to the top of the hat and my set was complete!!!

Nevaeh was ecstatic!! She was so proud of her new hat and scarf set. So she modelled them for me and I'm sharing the photos with you!
Why? Because God used this delight to show me a picture of Himself and how He feels about His children. He showed me how we can be like Him and in turn, do for others.

Matthew 7:7-12

ASK, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you:

For those who would receive, must ask first, and if he would find, he must first look: For the door to be opened, one must first knock.

What man among you would give his child a stone in place of the bread for which he'd asked? And would he give that which is harmful in place of that which is good?

If he who is human and by nature self thinking knows how to give good gifts to his children, how much more would our Father who is Holy, give good things to HIS children who ask of Him?

And so, to be like Him, those things which we would appreciate others doing for us, do even so for them.

This is as it should be!

Is there someone you may be able to help or encourage today by a gesture of kindness?

I'm certain that there is!

"So shines a good deed in a naughty and weary world." ~Shakespeare

2011-03-09T23:22:00.002-05:00

Nevaeh's car ride today:

Nevaeh: Mom, did you say we are going for a ride?

Mom: Yes.

Nevaeh: What town are we going?

Dad: Titusville.

Nevaeh: Do they have food there?

*MUCH LAUGHTER*
Dad: Yes, they have food there.

Mom: We go for a ride in the car and all she's worried about is her stomach!

Nevaeh: Dad, do you have a stomach?

*MORE LAUGHTER*

Dad: Yes, I have a stomach.

Nevaeh: MmmHmm. I have a stomach just like you, Daddy!

*UPROARIOUS LAUGHTER FROM MOMMY*

Package for Pappy!!!

2011-02-18T12:03:00.003-05:00

A certain little bug that I know has been bitten by the "Gotta' See Pappy" bug! She's ailing so badly that she considered going Fed Ex!

Got me thinkin'! Sometimes I think I just have to see my Heavenly Father that if Fed Ex could get me there, then I cram into a box too! BUT...I know I'm already scheduled to go. I just don't know the date and time of departure as yet. I guess I'll try to be patient! I DO know that my mode of transportation is specified to be via the Cloud Line from Split the Eastern Sky Express!

Have a marvelous day!!

C'mon, Smile! You Know You Want To!!

2011-02-02T16:47:00.002-05:00

This weather got you feeling blue?? This should help!

This sweet dolly joined our home through the blessing of foster care and adoption.

We have felt God leading us in a different direction as far as agencies are concerned and so we began to pursue other options. God directed us to The Bair Foundation and we have been going through the certification process again. This past Saturday, Mark and I were able to complete our final trainings necessary to become a foster parent with TBF. Last evening, I received the call informing us that we are approved for certification and we have completed and passed all the necessary steps! YAY!!!

Now we will wait to see just who God feels needs us AND who WE need!

Daddy's Girl

2011-01-25T19:46:00.001-05:00

Daddy & His Papoose

She LOVED telling everyone what her shirt said today!

Keeping Busy

2011-01-24T13:55:00.003-05:00

MY THREE HANDSOME MEN

Mark was able to take our boys ice skating this past Friday. They had a great time! This was the first time that Mark was able to skate in probably about 12 years as he has had some knee injuries in the past that prevented this kind of activity.

Well, THAT still works! He didn't even have to try to be the sweeper. It just happened! I will say in his defense though, that this was the ONLY time he happened to fall that night. After 12 years, I would say that he's allowed at least one "Free Fall Pass!"

Met up with friend Byron, who was gracious to provide most of these photos.

And THIS is Scott with Mark and Daryl. Scott is the Director of Fostering at The Bair Foundation, the largest fostering/adoption agency in the nation. We have just recently completed our new home study with TBF and are looking forward to what God has in mind for us. We are already enjoying the relationships that we have been privileged to establish through our introduction to The Bair Foundation Family. Some privacy issues are definitely tighter for the sake of the children with TBF so we won't be able to post in the same way re: our family growth etc...but we will always appreciate your prayers. God knows who needs US, and who WE need. May He guide us to that merge in our paths.

Never A Dull Moment!

2011-01-24T12:12:00.002-05:00

NEVER a dull moment in this house since the arrival of our resident love bug! She fills every minute of every day and we still can't imagine living without her! Two nights ago, I was driving towards WalMart with Nevaeh in the back seat. As we drove past the water treatment plant, I thought to myself, "Wow! Things are ripe tonight!" But I said nothing. Within just a few seconds, a little voice from the back seat declares, "Dat's GROSS! Dat garbage can STINKS!"

The mind that this little bundle possesses NEVER ceases to amaze me. And her ability to listen to the voice of reason is unusual. On the same evening AFTER we had been in WalMart, we were in the car headed home. I had purchased a box of valentine cards to be used in a couple weeks and she wanted to hold the bag for the ride home. Nevaeh asks, "Mom, can I play with these cards when I get home?" Me: "No. We'll put them away for now and in a couple weeks give them to your friends." Well, it sounded as if she was exploring the package a little more in depth than was my desire as I could envision her frog valentine's all over the back of the car. "Nevaeh, do NOT open that box of cards!" It was quiet for a few seconds when she said very matter-of-factly, "Mommy, I don't want to listen to you." Keeping my voice just as matter-of-fact, I said, "Well if you don't obey me then I'm going to HAVE to pop your bottom. Do NOT get in the box!" Again, a few seconds of silence, heavy silence came from the back seat. Finally, she muttered, "I don't like my bottom popped!" I said nothing and just listened. My silence was rewarded with an exagerated sigh. "Oh, alright then. I'll listen!" And I said, "Thank you!"

She informed me today that she is a Cutie Tatootie (Rob actually calls her Cutie Patootie)! She is the sunshine in our day and the rainbow in our storm! It's hard to believe that she is approaching her 3rd birthday and just a few days following, it will be 1 year since her adoption was made final. It has been a good year and I still find myself amazed at the great things He (God) has done! I just simply can't imagine living without our God!

Hanging on For Dear Life!

2011-01-24T11:30:00.006-05:00

It has been a piece of forever since last we "spoke" that I thought it was way past time to communicate that we are indeed alive. Not necessarily well, as yet, but definitely alive! A virus began "toying" with our constitutions here in the Fultz family in the beginning of December and we fought valiantly! We thank God for a beautiful Christmas Day spent at our home all together, but the 26th, in exhaustion, one by one we began to succumb to the constant hammering of sickness. No one was exempt and a couple of us actually went for round 2 and 3 of the vicious virus. As mother of the bunch, I think that cleaning up after my darlings reexposed me and I could not fight the virus any longer. The virus turned into a bacterial infection and it became necessary to secure some antibiotics. It will probably take a couple of weeks yet to feel normal (whatever that is!) but I AM feeling as if I am finally on the mend! The temperature this morning was a negative 18 degrees and I pray that it kills every virus out there!!!

I've been thinking about Nevaeh and Rob in the accompanying photo. I too have been hanging on for dear life, but I don't know that I have been enjoying it quite like she appears to be doing. I observe though, that she is certain Bub's got her back and so she can simply "enjoy the ride!" May I be every bit as certain of my faith in God, that He's got my back and if I try, I just might learn to enjoy the ride, in SPITE of the circumstances!

Profitable Hunt

2010-11-30T15:39:00.002-05:00

Rob successfully took down a very nice 7 point buck on the first day of rifle season.

This is his first buck. We are proud of him!

My three awesome kids.

Daryl (17), Robert (13), Pap Stoner and Mark with Rob's 7 point and Mark's doe.

The processing begins.

Daryl - learning the trade of butchering and meat cutting.

He's a great assitant to Mark, who is certified and processes meat for others as well.

Thanksgiving!

2010-11-30T15:31:00.005-05:00

Mama & Chawlie Re'

The kids had been away visiting Pappy & Grammy for a week and came home for Thanksgiving. This Mama was so thankful to have her kiddos home safely, and Nevaeh's reaction to seeing me made me feel like a million bucks!

The boys with Zack & Natalie for Thanksgiving dinner.

Holidays MUST be shared with family, those you love most, if at all possible and Tom and Sherri came to stay for a few days. Mama & Daddy came also. My house was full of noise and laughter!

Grammy with some of her favorite little people.

Robert has taken an interest in photography and while he thrives on scenery and unique photos, he tried his hand at human subjects. He does a really great job and who knows where this interest will eventually take him.

It is ALWAYS special to have Mama & Daddy come and now that Dad is retired, their visits can be extended. Dad was able to stay and enjoy the first day of rifle season with his grandsons. You can see how Nevaeh felt about having Pappy & Grammy here! I LOVE to listen to Pappy and Nevaeh play together and Grammy and Nevaeh at bathtime.

They are the best grandparents a kid could ever have. While here, they visited with Zack & Natalie, who were here for a few days, talked with Kyle via webcam, and had phone conversations with Ashleigh & Cameron.

"God's been good in my life. I've been blessed beyond my wildest dreams when I go to sleep each night.
And though I've had my share of hard times, I wouldn't trade them if I could.....
.....'Cause through it all, God's been good!"

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!

And My Heart Stuttered!

2010-11-27T14:28:00.005-05:00

You can always imagine what something would be like, but there are some things that you can never come close to understanding until you actually experience it for yourself! I have been in several vehicle accidents myself and to date the worst one was 5 years ago this December 9th. I was the driver and our youngest son, dangerously injured with head and facial trauma.

These pictures are from the latest accident in our family in which Daryl was the driver and sole occupant of the vehicle. The emotions that I experienced that evening when he called to tell us that he was not far from home and had been involved in an accident were far different from any imaginings! I believe that my heart stuttered!

Daryl had been out for a weekend of survival training with the Civil Air Patrol and was coming home when a deer leaped down off a high bank and his insticts kicked in. He slammed his foot on the brake to prevent a collision. It had rained torrentially not long before Daryl passed through this roadway and the roads were still very wet. The wheels locked and Daryl slid across the roadway and was dumped into a very large ditch. The Jimmy then tipped over on its' side. He was not traveling at an excess speed for which we are thankful as that type of momentum would have caused the vehicle to roll completely, perhaps even multiple times.

The vehicle was totalled by the insurance company.

Mark and I went the next morning to the accident site and took some pictures.

Daryl was traveling on the road coming towards you in the photo below.

The ditch is behind the STOP sign and in front of Mark in the photo below.

The vehicle was not mangled and Daryl was able to crawl out his window and drop down into the ditch under the Jimmy. The frame was twisted and the cost of repairs was too high though the vehicle didn't look too back.

Grateful for another time when God's HAND was quick to protect and we thank HIM that Daryl was spared injury.

HALLOWED-ween!

2010-11-01T11:57:00.016-04:00

Butterfly Nevaeh...

...An example of the old passing away to become new!

As young parents, we decided against acknowledging anything that had to do with Halloween when we learned that the true origins were based in paganism. We were convinced that by joining in any of the cultural traditions, we would be condoning paganism and opening ourselves to demonic influences. As time has passed and we have learned more about our world in which we live, we have come to the realization that we as Christians unwittingly give way too much credit and attention to Satan and his evil, even while discussing it with our church family and friends and praying halfheartedly about it.

Now we have a little girl who is a vital part of our family, bringing with her some unique dimensions that were not present with our biological children. We find ourselves faced with the responsibility of teachings that will affect others beyond our immediate family in challenging way that we never had to consider before. Thus, we find ourselves considering the holiday of Halloween from perspectives as never considered. The decisions we make now coupled with these new dimensions may just be fueling the fire of rebellion for later. Don't get me wrong. There is definitely something to teaching our children that we do not completely fit in this world. It is true as scripture instructs us, that we are IN this world but not OF this world, as children of God. But our very young daughter has not yet, the intellectual capacity to comprehend this with understanding.

It's an age old question in the faith community: Should Christians celebrate the Halloween holiday? There are many opinions and writings regarding the issues of Christians celebrating Halloween. The easy answer is, "NO!" But before we stop there, let me point out that the Christmas tree finds its' origin as part of a ritualistc ceremony to a fertility god. Does this mean that if we have a Christmas Tree, we are paying homage to the fertility god? I certainly believe not. The cultural context has differed from that belief for centuries.

As a small child, my parents taught me that since Jesus was not going to sit down at our table in the form of human body, we would use our Christmas tree as His birthday cake! Because this "cake" was extra special, we needed to take extra care in placing our decorations and express our love back to Him through what we placed on the branches of our tree. On Christmas morning,we would all stand around the tree and hold hands while singing, "....Happy Birthday, Dear Jesus! Happy Birthday to You!" Having said that, I will point out that I do know of Christians, some being pesonal friends, who do not have a Christmas tree because of its' origin. It is a matter of personal conviction.

Did you know that the first day of the week we as Christians claim as our Sabbath, was originally the day of worship to the sun god? Yet, after Jesus Christ gave his life on the old rugged cross for our sins and rose the third day, which was the first day of the week, the Christians claimed the Day of Resurrection as our Sabbath.
So, in order to meet our challenges of teaching fairly and in good conscience, we have chosen to TAKE Halloween as we have some of these other "things" that we have taken, and offer our daughter and her extended family, another hallowed holiday of import. We have chosen to use this holiday to remember and teach what the Salvation of Jesus Christ is to us. We won't celebrate with witches, superstition, black cats, ghosts, goblins, spiders etc...Dressing up and eating candy for little kids is simply fun. And there are plenty of good examples all around us and in our Bible for kids to pretend to be like.
I have found a devotional using a pumpkin jack-o-lantern that portrays Salvation in a very clear and understandable way for even the smallest of children. I have no knowledge as to who authored it. Together with Nevaeh's church family, we celebrated HALLOWED-ween!
Being a Christian is just like being a pumpkin. Let's explain with this pumpkin that I have here to help illustrate what I mean. (Proceed to carve the pumpkin. I actually cut the top, eyes, nose and mouth ahead of time and just left the pieces in so they simply had to be popped out. You can also scrape the "yucky stuff" loose and just leave it inside to scoop out. This will save time.)
First, God picks you from the pumpkin patch and brings you in from the field. The Bible says He selects us out of the world. We are in the world, but no longer of the world. He then washes all the dirt off the outside that we received from being around all the other pumpkins in the dirt. All the outside influences of our former life must be cleaned up. Old things are passed away and all things are become new.

Then, He carefully removes all the "yucky stuff" called "sin" out from the inside. Look at this! YUK!! Sin will not have such internal power when we let God live in our hearts and have complete control of our will. He changes us from the inside out by the Power of His Word. That's why it is important to go to church and learn about God from His Word. He carefully removes all those seeds of doubt, hate, greed, and fear. He replaces them with the seeds of faith, hope, and love. After Jesus is invited to live inside, you begin to experience the changing power of God's love in your life.

Then He carves a new smiling face. Our countenance is changed by the power of His presence in our life. We then become so grateful that it shows on our faces! Now we are going to light this candle and place it inside. (We used tealights.) Look! This pumpkin now reflects the light from inside out. So too, when Jesus, who is called the Son of Light, lives inside of us, He shines through our life for all to see. We can let His light reflect through us to reveal His presence. "Let your light so shine before men that they may be able to see your good works and glorify your Father, who is in heaven." So you see, we Christians are really like this pumpkin! We will never be the same with Jesus living inside of us. We can say like this jack-o-lantern, "Thy presence, my light!"

Following the devotional showing the kids my pumpkin, then the adults assisted the children in carving their very own happy face. Then Pastor led the kids in the Halloween Pumpkin's Prayer before everyone went home. We turned out the lights so our lights would shine bright in our dark "world."

The prayer was authored by Liz Curtis Higgs. As the top has been cut off...Lord, open my mind so I can learn new things about you.

The inside yucky stuff has been cleaned out...Remove the things in my life that don't please you. Forgive the wrong things I do and help me to forgive others.

The eyes have been cut out...Lord, open my eyes to see the beauty you've made in the world around me.

The nose has been cut out...I'm sorry for the times I've turned my nose at the good food You provide.

The mouth has been cut open...Let everything I say please You.

Together we light the candles...Lord, help me show Your Light to others through the things I do. AMEN.

Halloween was an even more memorable occasion than ever before.

One mother communicated that her child had gone to sleep while watching his lighted pumpkin.

I pray that He never forgets the picture of Salvation.

It was fun. It was beautiful. It was special!

Below is a happy little butterfly and her pal Livie!

Thank You, Lord for the gift of Thy presence!

Thy presence, my light!!

Pound the Pastor!

2010-11-01T11:28:00.002-04:00

Here at Evangelistic Tabernacle, the congregation refers to their display of Pastor Appreciation as Pound the Pastor. They have waaaaayy too much fun with that. We have been blessed abundantly and while our church family takes this special time to express their appreciation and loving care, it is a continued practice throughout the entire year.

I can't tell you how incredible it is to feel and know that you belong!

The Change of Season!

2010-10-18T16:27:00.005-04:00

It is that time of year again when the season for reaping is upon us. The air is crisp, the frost is on the pumpkin and we have brought our harvest into the storehouse. It has been busy yet fruitful! The labor has been at times difficult, but not in vain. God has been good! But then you knew that He would be!

"For, I, Jehovah, change not."

Malachi 3:6

"And God Himself gave rain and fruitful seasons to us from heaven, filling our hearts with food and gladness"

Acts 14:17

We have kept ourselves busy with labors related to our immediate church family, which I shall insert, is the best! We are so glad that God brought us to this place.

We have been busy in labors shared with the extended family of Christ. We were blessed to participate in a revival meeting held at the Franklin Bible Methodist Church in Ohio. We enjoyed our time there immensely and made some lasting friendships. Our "family" just keeps getting bigger and bigger. Nevaeh treasured her time spent with Pastor Jack and Mamaw Jane.

We have been busy meeting the needs of own personal family. And God has blessed us greatly. We are all doing well.

We are older, wiser and have learned many lessons. Among those lessons is the one that regardless how hard circumstances become, you just can't quit!

"Let us not be weary in well doing, for when the season is right, we shall reap if we don't quit."

Galatians 6:9

And, of course, a little firepower, doesn't hurt!! LOL

Outdoor Concert!

2010-09-20T22:07:00.003-04:00

We had the delight of sharing in an outdoor concert in Westfield, Indiana just a couple weeks ago.

Little Miss "Makes Our World Go 'Round" took the microphone and shared....

.....John 3:16 with the audience!

Our Family

Making sure that the sound tracks were kept in order while attempting to use an MP3 for the first time!

The icing on our cake was getting to sing with Kim again!!!

"That's When Calvary Came Through Once Again!"

Getting her started young.

Daryl accompanied himself on the acoustic guitar while singing a song that he himself wrote.

"Independence Day."

Rob using his special gift and singing as only he can.

Rob's version of playing the guitar!

We met some really great people and got to spend some time with Kim and James. We're always thankful for God's mercy and grace and how He helps us to share His message of love with others through the avenue of music.

One of the songs I was blessed to share says,

"God's been good in my life. I've been blessed beyond my wildest dreams when I go to bed each night.

And tho' I"ve had my share of hard times, I wouldn't trade them if I could,

'Cause through it all, God's been good."
Legacy Five

Daddy & Daughter

2010-09-20T19:52:00.002-04:00

Today was a beautiful fall day and Nevaeh wanted to be outside with Daddy! I love the concentration on her face and the way her little hands are in front of Mark's. Then, seeing my camera in hand, they paused to wave "hello!"

I LOVE these two!!

To Say Goodbye

2010-09-20T15:37:00.002-04:00

My heart cracked as we had to say "Goodbye" to Kylie and Bella after only one week. There are some things that I will just never understand about the system and how it works. After loading "everything" up along with the kids, I had to leave as Kylie began crying. I entered my own home and immediately my eyes fell on Nevaeh. God whispered that I will never have to pack her up and see her go in this way. What a reminder of God's great goodness. I bent over and scooped Nevaeh into my arms and through my tears, I whispered,"You will be my Brown Sugar Chawlie forever!"

Catch Up From Labor Day Weekend

2010-09-20T15:23:00.003-04:00

Dressed up for church with Pappy & Grammy

Posing!

She's such a sweet mess!

Sunday evening church with Pappy!

Cutie!

My sisters & I on Labor Day

Erma (the oldest), Sherri (the youngest), Myself (daughter #2), and Jenny (daughter #3).

My sweet nephew, Kyle Wayne and I.

Giggling Girls

2010-09-20T15:16:00.002-04:00

Found the girls one morning like this. Nevaeh had moved the rocker we were borrowing from Daryl's room over next to the crib and crawled in with Kylie. She then proceeded to teach Kyleah how to jump up and down. They had no idea that I was at the door watching.

Nevaeh has thoroughly enjoyed her "mentoring" position!

Thoughts & Prayers For Sam

2010-09-14T00:28:00.004-04:00

We are thinking of and praying for you, Sam! We didn't forget about your big test and you have been in our thoughts and prayers for a couple of weeks now. Stay encouraged!! You WILL make a great teacher one day soon. We have faith in you and know better than anyone that you are the BEST!!

We love you!

Just For Pappy!

2010-09-14T00:21:00.001-04:00

This is just for Pappy!!!

Daryl and his lil' angel. Nevaeh and HER hero!!

Our Family Has Grown

2010-09-14T00:00:00.002-04:00

Baby Bella

Bella (5 months) and Kyleah (17 months) have joined our family for the time being and only God knows just how long they will be with us. We are adjusting to two more little people depending on us for everything and Nevaeh LOVES being the BIG sister THIS time. Rob has declared that Nevaeh will one day make a GREAT mother. She already has the bossing part down pat! But of course! You didn't expect anything other than THAT, did you?
Kyleah (affectionately known to us as Kylie)

Nevaeh is a natural born leader and Kylie is doing her best to keep up.

I have a feeling that Nevaeh is going to be the biggest influence on Kylie!
*Laughing out loud* I just realized what Nevaeh's shirt says!

"ANGEL in training!"

Daryl is, as always, being a fantabulous big brother and is playing "CHASE" with his little sisters.

Daddy is playing with the girls in the play yard.

This is what Nevaeh thinks of that baby in the house! Kisses! Kisses! KISSES!

Promoted Yet Again!

2010-09-13T23:50:00.004-04:00

This young man continues to make his parents proud. Figuring out just what to do with one's life is at times quite perplexing. But Daryl has chosen to use his time wisely as he searches for direction. As many of you know, Daryl has been enrolled in the Civil Air Patrol which is an auxillary of the United States Air Force. In order to be promoted, a cadet must take tests and receive passing scores in leadership and aeronautics among other specifics. Daryl is planning to attend flight school next spring, cadet leadership school in the summer, and ranger training next fall.

Just tonight, he was promoted and bears the title Cadet Staff Sgt Fultz!

Congratulations Sweetheart! We love you!

Dear Uncle Bill,

2010-09-05T22:32:00.002-04:00

Summer has taken us for a wild ride with busyness and much summer activity. We are starting school and settling into another routine. I promise that I WILL update this blog soon. I have many fun experiences and pictures to share. As you can see from the one picture that I posted above, our busyness has definitely NOT been boring. Our little princess is so full of vitality and I still find myself marveling that she is indeed here to stay! She adores the men in her life, Daddy, Daryl and her Bubby, but she has redefined "Mama's Baby!" She believes that I am her very best friend and I love when she wraps her little arms around my neck and purrs into my ear, "Mommy, I love you soooo much!" And I can't imagine life without her!

Thank you for being there on the other side of this blog and caring in your own way!

Love,

Laura

Dinner Party for Sam!

2010-07-26T22:06:00.005-04:00

We were so excited! Sam was coming to visit. We wanted everything to be just perfect. Sam was our caseworker with Nevaeh, and we were NOT ready to say, "Goodbye" just yet when our case was finalized. Sam promised us that we wouldn't have to do that. God's timing is amazing for following Nevaeh's case finalization, Sam shared with us that her life was going to make some changes and she would no longer be working for our foster agency. But there's something to be said for "tried by fire" relationships. Sam endured many hard times with us and we will ALWAYS treasure her. Tonight, Sam came for dinner and we wanted it to be special because SHE is special.
We learned that Sam LOVES Italian food and so Rob declared that the menu MUST be Italian!

The menu consisted of Italian meatballs and Chicken/Bacon/Pineapple shishkabobs as appetizers. Then we had Italian salads with fresh, homemade Italian bread. The main course was lasagne. Our dessert was tiramisu! The first time I ever made it and I think I will make it again though I may tweak it just a little!

YUMMY! Chicken, grape tomatoes, pineapple and bacon.

We made a special pineapple punch that our family likes to use for special occasions.

It was so much fun decorating and making the tables special too!

Daddy helping Nevaeh with her "Zonnia."

I think the boy is growing some strange horns!

For those of you who may be wondering what the binoculars are for - Daryl was watching some wild stray cats messing around in the edge of the cornfield.

It was a beautiful evening for a dinner outdoors.

As always, she's as pretty as a picture!

The tiramisu!

Some bonds just CAN'T be explained.

Two beautiful sweethearts!

Playing in the sand turtle together.

Nevaeh is showing Sam her new house that has been built since the last time that we saw Sam. It's not finished yet, but it's already a special little place!

Of course, Sam came bearing gifts! Nevaeh LOVES her Fute. At least I'll know where she is now! She wanted to sleep with it tonight. I finally talked her into laying it on the end of her dresser right beside her bed.

The best of times MUST be shared!

Taking time to visit the puppies.

As we visited over dinner, we talked about the path that God directed us to walk before Nevaeh even became a part of our family. That path is where we met Sam. God blessed us with the gift of her friendship and we are grateful that she is a lasting blessing. Thank you, Samanth, for sharing our evening with us and for loving OUR little girl in the way that ONLY you can.

2010-07-16T12:16:00.002-04:00

http://www.whptv.com/news/local/story/Fire-stops-church-service/sT5b3zJOXEOqVcIkxTdzkg.cspx

You may click on this link to see a news clip and read an article regarding a fire that took place at Newberrytown Holiness Camp. Mark and I spent 5 years pastoring the church about 1/2 mile from the camp ground. We spent many hours in this dormitory and more specifically, two of the apartments on the one end where our school teachers resided.

No one was hurt and God's mercy was poured out on His people one more time.

Ken Stoner (no relation) was the second man interviewed and was one of our parishoners at Parkville Bible Church. I love his testimony and faith in God shared in his interview.

GOD HAS ALWAYS HAD A PEOPLE!

Daryl Graduates from Basic Encampment!

2010-07-02T14:20:00.006-04:00

C/A1C Daryl J Fultz

Daryl is missing some of his accessories such as name badges and pins and his uniform was borrowed, but he survived the grueling week of training successfully. Daryl's uniform has been ordered for a couple of months but something is holding up the processing. Borrowed or not, he's a handsome young man and I am so proud of his accomplishments!

It was a joy to attend Daryl's graduation as a family along with Pap & Gram Stoner! Nevaeh missed Daryl so much and was thrilled to be with him again. I am grateful for Daryl's desire to be somebody and his effort to make that happen instead of running around getting into all kinds of trouble. Our family is so blessed!

Nevaeh & her Hero!

Don't let the red-head fool you! He LOVES his big brother way more than he lets on!

Graduation ceremonies.

Daryl is left of center in the row behind the fella' who is turned looking back. Daryl is the short third guy in that line. You can just see the top of his head as the cadet in front of him has his arm out in motion. Daryl is standing right in front of the black cadet.

Parade

New friends! Cadets Kostishak and Fultz

Saying "goodbye!"

Many people take a quick look at this boyo and see the dark skin and make a quick call. "He looks just like his dad," they say. I've always just smiled though because if you can get past the dark complexion, he's MY boy!! Right down to the eyebrow!! Thank God for tweezers!! lol

D has always been Dad's sidekick!

Our firstborn

The Mark Fultz family

The three greatest kids in the whole world!

Daryl LOVES his Pap! I know why!!

Daryl with Pap & Gram

Update on Daryl

2010-06-25T00:06:00.005-04:00

capsar.com/Issue%202.pdf

Click the link above to view a copy of a newsletter that I found on the Civil Air Patrol Website.

Imagine my great delight when I saw Daryl as the main man in the first picture at the top of the newsletter under the leadership reaction course article. If you click on the plus sign at the top of the page, it will enlarge the letter as big as you please. Daryl is the guy kneeling on top of the wooden structure holding another board. His orange cap boasts his squadron number of 501. Enjoy!

Off To Basic!

2010-06-24T23:59:00.002-04:00

These pictures were taken early morning just before Daryl left for basic encampment for the Civil Air Patrol. It is the same thing as basic training for the military and is run by the army drill sgts at Ft Indiantown Gap in Annville, PA. The difference is that it is only one week instead of six. Daryl will graduate on Saturday, June 26.

And More Graduation!

2010-06-09T22:00:00.004-04:00

Daryl J Fultz

Daryl and Uncle Steve

Daryl and Melda

Daryl letting Vincent try his hat.

Checking out Daryl's Air Force Coin of Challenge

Cadet Airman First Class Fultz ready to celebrate!

Ending Ceremonies

2010-06-06T21:46:00.002-04:00

"Cadet Airman First Class Fultz reporting as requested, Sir!"

Daryl is being presented the Air Force coin of challenge by Cadet Major Brown.

Conclusion of ceremonies. Exit march of cadets.

When did he grow up on me?

My incredible family!!

Daryl's Graduation

2010-05-31T01:03:00.001-04:00

The Mark Fultz family

Daryl and Pap Stoner

Find Your Wings

2010-05-31T00:37:00.004-04:00

Our oldest son graduated from high school on May 29, 2010.

Daryl James Fultz aka Cadet Airman First Class Fultz

"It's only for a moment you are mine to hold.

The plans that Heaven has for you will all too soon unfold.
So many different prayers I pray for all that you might do.

But most of all I want to know you're walkin' in the truth."

"And if I've never told you, I want you to know

That as I watch you grow....."

"I pray that God would fill your heart with dreams.
And that faith gives you the courage to dare to do great things.
I'm here for you whatever this life brings.
So let my love give you roots and help you find your wings.

"May passion be the wind that leads you through your days.
And may conviction keep you strong, guide you on your way.
May there be many moments that make your life so sweet.
Oh, but more than memories....."

"I pray that God would fill your heart with dreams.
And that faith gives you the courage to dare to do great things.
I'm here for you whatever this life brings.
So let my love give you roots and help you find your wings."

"It's not living if you don't reach for the sky.
I'll have tears as you take off but I'll cheer as you fly."

*by Mark Harris and Tony Wood, made popular by Mark Harris

The Pictures Say It ALL!

2010-05-05T23:34:00.002-04:00

Sometimes, it's nice to see "it" for ourselves and so I thought I'd share some of the "it" with you!

It's been a LONG, HARD journey. Amazing to find ourselves FINALLY at the next bend in the road.

Below is a document from the clerk of records stating that the above documents and proof of Nevaeh's permanency will be furthermore kept in the orphans court. She is NO LONGER considered an orphan!

HE doeth all things well! And if you are reading this now being one of our faithful prayer supporters, know that we are deeply grateful for your part in this and it is our desire that you be encouraged today. God DOES hear and DOES answer our prayers. Don't stop now. PUSH through the density with FAITH and you are sure to be a winner!
PUSH: Pray Until Something Happens!
FAITH: Forsaking All I Take Him!

Our "New" Little Miss Fultz

2010-04-28T18:01:00.004-04:00

On the steps of the courthouse just moments after the judge officially closed Nevaeh's case and changed her name.

It has been a very long & hard road to travel to this point. It is NO secret that Almighty God walked with us the entire way! We know that there are still potholes to swerve and ditches to avoid but God has proven again and again that He will NOT leave us alone. I marvel at His grace and how that if we live truly surrendered to His divine will, He will enable us to act on His desires and not ours. His ways are higher than our ways and His thoughts greater than our thoughts. I have also realized again, that while feelings may not be what I want them to be, if I live in obedience to God's plan, His grace and mercy allow the right feelings to fall in line. Today, the Honorable Judge William Cunningham officially closed Nevaeh's case and changed her name legally to what we had wished to give to her all along.

Nevaeh Regalo Kanti' Fultz

This is our entire family with Nevaeh's Nana, Pop Pop and Johnny on the steps in front of the courthouse.

In the courtroom with the judge immediately following the case finalization and name change.

This is the Honorable Judge William Cunningham.
Following the proceedings today, I carried Nevaeh over to the Judge and in her soft high-pitched voice she said, "Fank you, yer Honor." The judge instantly melted. He patted her hands and told her just how pretty she was. He thanked her for being so sweet and after patting her hair, he asked Nevaeh who had combed her hair so pretty. Nevaeh said, "My mommy." The Judge was moved to witness firsthand how God had worked in our lives.

Nevaeh with her two caseworkers

Sam (holding Nevaeh) has been responsible for Nevaeh's continued and ongoing care for the entirety of her placement in our home. Gaylene has been the adoption charge manager and is responsible for seeing that Nevaeh remained in our home on a permanent basis. While many people don't ever even think about the jobs that these two wonderful ladies do, our perspective considers their work a means of changing and saving lives. These two ladies are among our heroes.

Nevaeh and her Sam. Immediately following the proceedings today, Sam announced that she would be leaving her position at our foster agency to focus on finishing earning her master's degree in special education. We have no doubt that God brought her to Family Care and kept her there just for us. We have mutally agreed that our relationship cannot end and she reassured our boys that she's not going anywhere. She already has a job opportunity lined up that is local and we are grateful for this. She has become important to us and to Nevaeh.

They had just shared an eskimo kiss but me and my trusty camera were just a little too slow to capture the moment.

We celebrated by going out to eat together for lunch. We had a great time!

That Nevaeh consumes more fruit, specifically mandarine oranges, than anyone I know! She's working on a strawberry in the picture below.

Our God is merciful and everlasting and His truth endureth to ALL generations.

Nevaeh's First Live Performance!

2010-04-24T00:55:00.003-04:00

Tonight, Nevaeh got to hold a mic of her own for the first time and "sing" with us! I'm not so sure that is the best plan of action in teaching Nevaeh to participate in our services and concerts as I am sure you all know, she unwittingly creates a show all her own! Who can resist the twinkle in her eye and that killer smile?!

Just For You!

2010-04-15T09:06:00.003-04:00

NEVEAEH'S ADOPTION PARTY CAKE

PARTY THEME: We'll Always Be Here To Help You Spread Your Wings & Fly!

We have had the grandest time celebrating the beautiful gift which God brought to us not quite 2 years ago. She has blossomed into an extraordinary little person and it's beyond our comprehension to understand right now just who she will become. God had already used Nevaeh in a great way and touched many lives through her existance.

PAPPY SHOWING NEVAEH HER "BRRRRFLY" CAKE
Some of our family could not make it to the celebration so a special friend videoed the day into clips and uploaded them to you tube. I checked just this morning and there is only one more clip to come through before our upload is complete. Once everything is in order, I will post the link here so that you can view at your leisure as well. With the day being recorded in clips, you can view one or two at a time until you've completed all ten.
Part of the grandness, of course, was having all the guests that stayed in our home for the weekend and we did not video that but I know that you can use your imagination. Nevaeh and Pappy had the grandest time of all! I think she must have worn him out!! He had to go home and get rested up so that he could spend more time with her during IHC!!!

Name Changing!

2010-04-12T12:21:00.002-04:00

We have one more trip to the courtroom to change this sweet little girl's name to FULTZ!

Let me explain that Nevaeh's open adoption arrangement, as is typical, is done on paperwork. Normally, you do not make an appearance in court with the judge. Nevaeh's caseworkers and representing attorney felt that it would be wise since there has been so much involved in Nevaeh's case, to have the name change granted in court by the judge and to have the honorable judge verbally finalize the case!

On the morning of April 28 we will experience this finalization.

We have been instructed by the caseworker, that our entire family is to be present and that this will be another celebratory occasion meriting the use of a camera! I look forward to sharing with you!

Nevaeh's Christening/Dedication

2010-04-12T11:54:00.002-04:00

Emotions were high and intense and we all shared many tears together. It was overwhelming to realize a miracle made and to understand again that the God we serve IS alive and on our side! He wants to give us good things! Our day was incredibly special as shared with many that we love most. Bro. G.Clair Sams along with his wife Melba, performed the christening and dedication ceremonies, our friend and fellow minister Byron Gurnee with his wife Julia assisting, shared in giving the Rose Ceremony. Nevaeh's brother Robert and adopted cousins Toni and Stephanie Fultz sang "Welcome To The Family." Nevaeh's brother Daryl wrote a song specifically for Nevaeh's day and sang it while accompanying himself on the acoustic guitar. Mark and I sang "Keep Me In Your Will" followed by a time where Nevaeh told her grandparents and caseworkers "I love you" by passing out roses. Then to complete the service, Mark got down on one knee and presented our new daughter with her first rose, telling her that he loved her. It was so sweet to hear her little voice respond, "I love you, Daddy!" It was a full day and we have very many more pictures that I know you will enjoy. Give us a few days to compile all of them, and I intend to share them with you in the form of another scrolling photo album to the side. I know that many of you are watching and I didn't want to make you wait too long. So, hold on - MORE IS COMING!!

Bro. Sams is praying the dedicatory prayer over Nevaeh.

Nevaeh just received her very first rose from her Daddy!

Happy 39th Birthday, Babe!

2010-04-08T22:10:00.001-04:00

Mark with his amazingly talented children!

The most exuberant of well wishers!

Mark with his Chocolate Snickers Cake!

Adoption Announcement & Christening/Dedication & Adoption Party Invitation

2010-04-08T21:51:00.004-04:00

Wishing it was possible for all of you to join us and share in our happiness!

I will do the best that I can to update often.

We still have one more court appearance to be held the end of this month to have her name changed on her birth certificate! Please know that we appreciate your continued prayers. We believe that it is your prayers that have brought us through the difficulties associated with Nevaeh's case and allowed us to understand and accept God's will in this. God has taught us over again and again that His ways are not our ways and His thoughts are not our thoughts. We have also learned that God's way IS the BEST way!

Easter Blessings

2010-04-06T23:23:00.003-04:00

My beautiful children!

This Easter created a fresh appreciation within me to the fact that my God is ALIVE!!

Alive and still performing miracles.

I am overwhelmed that God would allow our family to be the recipients of some such miracles.

As our celebration unfolds, I will share with you in this manner. It is our desire that you too will understand anew, the power and love that our awesome God desires to use and bestow on us in our behalf.

H WANTS to do the SAME for you!

Need a miracle?

Just ask!

CHEESE!

2010-04-06T23:13:00.002-04:00

After eight years + of treatment, Daryl is exceedingly happy to be rid of his oral train tracks!

"Now," he says, "The glasses gotta' go."

Not sure how I feel about my kid being old enough to be experiencing these things. I remember getting my braces off and my first pair of contacts! It was a "growing up" status symbol. To top it off, Daryl will graduate from high school this May!

Where does the time fly?!

Sneak Peek!

2010-03-18T01:11:00.002-04:00

I am so excited! Took a bunch of pics of our little papoose today for her celebration party. I got some really great stuff and while I want to share them with you, you will have to wait! This is just a sneak peek!!

2010-03-12T17:38:00.004-05:00

Kissin' Tootse!

Doesn't she look like a little Pochahontas? She will tell you that she is Daddy's papoose! She is such a little sweetheart and we are grateful to realize that she will be a big part of our lives forever. We are hopefully nearing the end of this adoption saga as one more time, Mark and I signed papers for Nevaeh's case finalization. We have been told that we may go ahead with our plans for Nevaeh's celebration party and so, indeed, we are! Presently the plan is to have everything finalized in her open adoption arrangement and we are going to have her party the 10th of April. I know that many of you have prayed faithfully for this and we'd LOVE if you could be a part of our day. Yes, I know that most of you are too far away to actually be here in person so I will be sure to share the celebration of Nevaeh with you here on this blog!

I wish you could hear Nevaeh's newest favorite song.

"You are so beeyootyful 'a me - You are so beeyootyful 'a me - Can't ya' see? You're everything I hoped for - You're everything I need. You are so beyootyful 'a me."

She croons as good as Alfalfa and she doesn't have soap bubbles floating out of her mouth!

Layin' Down On The Job!

2010-03-12T17:28:00.003-05:00

This was Nevaeh's idea of helping in the construction projects going on around her.

She was just certain that this 1x6 would make a perfect bed!

I asked Nevaeh today what she wanted to eat for lunch.

She said,"Ummmm, I hab a Dr. Pepper, no ice!"

Biggy Girl, Growin' Up!

2010-03-12T17:14:00.003-05:00

I hesitated for the longest time about moving Nevaeh from her crib because she was having enough other changes in her life, I just didn't think that this specific change was necessary. But Nevaeh has been struggling with taking a nap at Nana's house and I thought that perhaps this change would assist her. Nana has a toddler bed for Nevaeh. Nevaeh has been doing awesome with all of those other changes except that she just won't give in and take a nap at her Nana's. At her last visit, she finally asked for her elephant and pacifier, but she wouldn't take the final leap and give in to sleep. I felt that she was taking a step in the right direction by requesting her bed buddies and so I felt we could attempt this transition. We rearranged Nevaeh's bedroom and lowered her mattress. I removed one side rail and she is soooooo excited that she can get in and out of bed all by herself now! Momma is just a little nervous though about her falling out even though it's not very far to the floor. I fixed that by bumming a rocker from Daryl's room and I sit it beside the bed so that hopefully bumping it will encourage Nevaeh to roll the other way. We have successfully navigated 3 nights and 3 naps with this arrangement. Isn't she just a cute little bug?!

Smiles!

2010-02-18T22:57:00.002-05:00

This beautiful princess told me that she was going to marry Daddy so I thought I should take a picture of her in her "wedding gown" to commemorate such a special occasion!

Just this morning, Mark was roughing Nevaeh up and they were laughing together. As Nevaeh giggled, she shrieked, "Careful, Daddy, careful! A bwake aVaeh!"

Let Us Be Silent That We May Hear the Whispers of God!

2010-02-13T10:45:00.005-05:00

I just can't seem to keep this little girl out of the picture window!

I used to sit her in the window in the Bumbo seat when she was wee little to give her a change of scenery. I just may have started a really bad habit but I really shouldn't complain. When my family is all tucked in bed and my domain is quiet as in ".....not a creature was stirring, not even a mouse," I like to sit in the picture window too and watch the stars twinkle. So, I guess for now, I'll just leave the window empty and let her enjoy the peace of a quiet place.

Speaking of a quiet place--I have sought out one quiet place after another within the last couple of months. It's been a difficult road to travel being that an awful storm was blowing. The roadway was cluttered with much debris and you couldn't see very far past a step for the fog! The wind was howling, the lightening flashing and the thunder was roaring, and as often as I prayed, I couldn't hear the voice of God for all the noise. My emotions were sucked up into a tornado, crashing through my inner self wreaking havoc and leaving behind a devastating path of destruction. In all honesty, the past couple of months have truly been some of the most difficult of my life. All I wanted was direction. How was I to know which way to turn? How was I to know if God would have me hang on or let go?
And so I stood still. God had promised me that He would never leave me alone. He had just been right beside me so I couldn't figure out where He had gone. I knew that I couldn't go on without Him. So I thought that if I would stand still, and wait NO matter how afraid I was, I at least wouldn't be walking away from Him. When I found myself at my lowest point yet, God reached out and touched me through the tiny hand of my daughter as she patted my leg and wailed, "But mommy, I want you!" I felt as if I could not yet let her go. I can't describe to you the feeling of being instantaneously infused with strength. You have to just experience it for yourself. I was sure beyond the shadow of a doubt that God WAS still there and I would once again HEAR His voice. A few hours later, I decided to sit down and read some of my favorite blogs to get my mind off of our own situations. Funny how the very last one I read was the one God chose to use in speaking to me. I "jumped" onto our friends, Steve and Amy's blog only to discover that they were dealing with some storms of their own. On the side of their blog, Amy had put a special message box that scrolled its' message. Here's what it said. "Sing like no one is listening. Live like it's heaveN (Nevaeh) on earth. *No, the Nevaeh part wasn't really there, but that's how it read to me.* Dance like no one is watching. Love like you'll never be hurt."
"But, God, that's what I've tried to do. I've held NOTHING back from my little Indian princess. I've loved her with everything in me and now it REALLY hurts."
In that moment, I heard..........It was quiet. It was soft and tender. It was full of love and I knew beyond the shadow of a doubt, that I was hearing the very Voice of God. He didn't expound or explain. He didn't tell why the rain! He didn't mention my pain - and His message was plain!
He simply said, "You have done all that I asked."
In that moment my eyes flooded with tears and His hand calmed the rain. Instead of a raging storm, the soft rythymn of the falling rain washed my eyes, my soul and my spirit. Since that time, we have been able to take slow sure steps. We have had to make some very difficult decisions but God has allowed the fog to clear and we have seen the SON ahead. The sky is getting brighter and we are so very grateful for the direction of a Holy God!
Facets of our lives must change, but God has shown us it is His desire. He has worked miracles through this situation and we owe Him our devotion yet another time.
Nevaeh IS going to be our DAUGHTER!! I mean, she already is and always will be, but she will also be legally and in the eyes of the law of the state of Pennsylvania. Paperwork has been started one more time to finalize this arrangement!
In the meantime, while we wait, I would like to introduce to you, Nevaeh's biological paternal grandparents and her young uncle. Below is John and Amy Hutchins. Nevaeh's birth father was born to Amy 27 years ago. Seven years ago, Amy and John found one another and Johnny is their son. Johnny is a very normal but crazy little guy. He's very smart and loves to make you laugh! We have been spending quite a bit of time with John and Amy, and in spite of difficult circumstances have been able to forge a great relationship. Nevaeh calls John and Amy "Pop Pop" and "Nana."

As our lives continue, some of you will have the privilege to meet the Hutchins' face to face. Nevaeh has come to love this new part of her family and she may even tell you about them herself!

We still desire your continued prayers as there is much paperwork to get through yet again.
We know that we WILL be okay as God has proven Himself true one more time.

If you need a FRIEND to help you through the hard times in your life, I'd LOVE to introduce to you, my FRIEND!
He will NEVER leave you nor forsake you!
HE IS AN AWESOME GOD!

"NEVAEH" UPDATE

2010-01-13T21:30:00.003-05:00

God gave us a definite answer to prayer today in spite of the fact that everything did not go as hoped. There is still much to get through and because of the sensitivity of the high profile involved, we cannot share details for now. Nevaeh is presently in our care and we anticipate being in her life forever. We are still desperately in need of your prayers. It is NOT our place to question God's authority in this, but our place to KEEP Nevaeh ever before Him and acknowledge that He is a Greater Power with something bigger going on than we could ever imagine! We love you and are grateful to have you as a part of our family as we live through this chapter of our lives.

Please Keep Us In Your Prayers!

2010-01-06T11:01:00.002-05:00

As always, we have an interest in your continued prayers regarding Nevaeh's adoption case.

We feel the need in a special way this week.

Thank you, as always, for your sensitivity and concern and know that we appreciate your prayers in our behalf in a great way. Your support is overwhelming!

2010-01-03T16:30:00.002-05:00

Nevaeh on Christmas morning!
She absolutely loves her little "panno" just like Mommy's!

I know that many of you have been watching and wondering what is going on. Well, we have been wondering too. We've been praying just as you have been praying, and it seems as if God is silent for now. So we have been living each day as if it were our last - full to overflowing with memory making and love shared. And we have been learning much about what "having faith" really means. God has placed us in this circumstance, and while He may seem silent for now, we are sure that He is close. Your faith is what you believe, not what you know. I believe in the sun even when it is not shining on my side of the cloud. I believe in love even when I am not feeling it. I believe in God even when He is silent. We live by a faith that has NEVER left us down. In my recent considerations regarding my faith, I came across an anonymous quote. It made me smile. "A little faith will bring your soul to heaven, but a lot of faith will bring heaven to your soul." Take the time to spell heaven backwards --- NEVAEH! I'm sure that the day will come when we stand back and look at what God was doing and say, "Wow!" Having hope in a never failing God is what keeps us going! I am so grateful for an awesome Christmas with those that I love most!
God has been so good to me!

2009-12-25T12:29:00.001-05:00

Merry Christmas!

Christmas Babies!

2009-12-25T12:13:00.005-05:00

Espie("Espresso") birthed two adorable pups early Christmas morning. Daryl decided to name the puppies Mocha and Cappuccino. He's already calling them Cap & Mo. Mocha has a little more brown and a white dot on the back of the neck. Cappuccino sports a wide white collar and little white socks. Espie is being a wonderful mother to her babies. This is her very first litter. Nevaeh is more interested in Espie than the puppies right now. Daryl said that the puppies were his favorite gift although the flight simulator and add-on heli program complete with an Extreme 3D Pro joystick run a close second!

Baby So Sweet

2009-12-16T14:05:00.004-05:00

Nevaeh at birth

I know the photo is a little blurry, but I am told that this was a cell phone picture that was taken of Nevaeh right after she was born and swaddled. The picture was taken by Nevaeh's maternal grandmother and sent in a picture text message to Nevaeh's paternal grandmother. This was the only photo that Amy had of Nevaeh. Amy is Nevaeh's biological paternal grandmother. When Amy found out that I was putting a baby book together for Nevaeh, she brought this picture to a visit and gave it to me. I thought it was a very kind jesture. Amy also brought pictures of Nevaeh's birth father so that I could put a couple of them in Nevaeh's baby book as well.

Wow! So much has happened in so little time, but God has been with us in an incredible way. So many specifics get lost in the system, creating holes in a story that leave it confusing and unclear. In the past couple of weeks, Mark and I have been able to spend time with Amy (Nevaeh's paternal grandmother) and Amy's husband, John. We let John and Amy tell us their side of "the story." It gave us a better picture of the situation. We have been pleasantly interacting and getting along well. While we as yet still have no definite direction, we are believing that God intends for ALL of us to be a part of Nevaeh's life. God apparently wants John and Amy a part of our lives and the Fultzes a part of John and Amy's life. Nevaeh calls her grandmother "Nana" and John, "Poppa.".

Please pray for Nevaeh. She doesn't understand what is happening and just has to do what she is told to do and go where she is made to go.

Her favorite song right now is "Away In A Manger." She likes to have one of us sing it and let off the last word of each phrase so that she can put it in. She loves the Christmas decorations and likes riding in the car to see the "pitty ites!" She is a precious little angel and I know that God has something special intended for her life.

*chuckle* As I write, she is singing, "Where is my hairbrush?"

If you were here she would wish you, "Mooey Kippuss!"

URGENT

2009-12-11T01:12:00.005-05:00

My awesome kids!

Rob (12), Daryl (16), Nevaeh Re' (19 mos.)

Nevaeh's adoption journey has been wrought with diverse twists and turns and presently we find ourselves in yet another twist----or was that a turn. We have an interest in your prayers regarding an urgent twist. Please, please keep this in your prayers. We would be ever grateful!

God bless you for caring!

2009-12-08T11:31:00.008-05:00

Nevaeh sits in this seat to watch Veggie Tales.

Her favorite is "Love Your Neighbor."

In a season of wonder, I wonder. But about other things. Why this? Why that? And I wonder why some things in life can't be easy. It seems as if EVERYTHING is so hard to get through. And one more time, I find myself considering some very profound thoughts. It is the pain and sorrow that we endure that makes the happy times the treasures that they are. God's GREATEST desire for us is not that we be happy but rather that we be like Him and God is LOVE. And the greater our pain, the greater our capacity to love for it is only then that we realize true compassion.

It seems that every time I turn around, the dimensions to Nevaeh's case are ever changing. Hope! Hope lost. Hope anew. Hope lost. HOPE one more time. And........waiting?? Last night was indeed the first of many visits to come according to the court order. God was truly with us and before the evening was through, my dear husband was having prayer with all of us involved! There were things about the evening that were negatives, yet there were positives as well and there are still many unknowns. Now is NOT the time to relax your prayers. PLEASE! God is definitely doing something though we haven't totally figured out what. In the meantime, regardless of a possible new facet yet again, we must continue with the visitation as court ordered. We are exhausted. We are trying to continue with the already tiring schedule of the Christmas season pertaining to our church and the plan eats at the very least 8 hours of time every week from our precious family time. May God hold us all together and grant Mark and I the wisdom to know how to handle the next several months.

Tia shared a song with me last night knowing how that music speaks to me. I fear I will have to replace her CD for wearing out that particular song but it does speak to me and yes, I'll share it with you.

"THROUGH"

When I saw what lay before me - "Lord," I cried, "What will you do?"

I thought He would just remove it - But He gently led me through

Without fire, there's no refining - Without pain, no relief

Without flood, there's no rescue - Without testing, no belief

Through the fire, through the flood - Through the water, through the blood

Through the dry and barren places

Through life's dense and maddening mazes

Through the pain, and through the glory - 'Through' will always tell the story

Of a God who's power and mercy - Will not fail to take us through.

Bill & Gloria Gaither & Michael Sykes

Take my hand, precious Lord, lead me on.

Tears Are A Language God Understands.

2009-11-25T21:41:00.009-05:00

Little Miss in her brother's shirt.

Ever feel like covering your head and sleeping for a very long time? That's where I've been. Not literally, but emotionally. I apologize for not posting sooner, however I could not. I've been praying and processing and the Lord has been helping me to get things in perspective. There are specifics that I know you would like to know that I just cannot share in this manner as Nevaeh's case has been moved to a high profile case and is very sensitive, but I can share that the judge has not made a final call. Suffice it to say that the adoption has been postponed and at this point, we do not know what way the judge will rule. I've cried so many tears that I am amazed to find that I still have more, yet something triggers a thought and I find them running down my cheeks again. I know God interprets those tears when there are simply no words to be spoken. We have been begging God for strength and the wisdom to know how to proceed. We were able to receive some type of reassurance today and we ask that you continue to pray. This is a very serious need and we feel that Nevaeh's life as all she has known is at stake. She stood in the agency office and recited her version of John 3:16. It was understood by everyone and I marveled at how she never hesitated which was not typical for her. She often hesitates to perform before those with whom she is not totally comfortable. She is now 19 Months old yet there is so much more that we want to teach her. The night of the court date we crawled in the van to go home after that special Rebecca made us supper, and Nevaeh went nuts! She was shrieking at her daddy to turn on her current favorite song. She began singing it in a very loud and boisterous voice.

"Roll away - Roll away - Doubts and fears and sadness - All roll away - Roll away - Everytime I call His name - When I'm sad - And all alone - And nothing can move this impossible stone - I just talk to Jesus and my burdens roll away. In this life there are struggles - We all have our share of trials and troubles - MmmHmm - And heartaches along the way - But there is joy and there is comfort in serving a God who's always triumphant - When I talk to Jesus all my burdens roll away. - Jesus knows my condition - He's always aware of the need before I ever mention - Oh yeah - The problems when I pray - But when I speak - He will listen - He longs to hear the cry of His children - When I talk to Jesus all my burdens roll away!"

You can't imagine what that did for us. It has been a rough couple of days but we are doing much better. My family is coming for Thanksgiving! In fact, some of them are here already. My little sister said that while everyone else has been asked via emails and word-of-mouth messages to pray for Judge Cunningham, she believes that is my family's job to be here for us. So as Aaron and Hur lifted and held the arms of Moses in the middle of a raging battle, they have come to raise up and hold the arms of Mark, Laura, Daryl & Robert. I have an awesome family. I know I've said it before but love is truly powerful. And I am so blessed to be a recipient of that kind of love.

As I struggled with the pain from the huge hand that was squeezing and wringing out my heart, this song came to me. I'll share it in it's entirety just in case you're struggling with something yourself and need to remember who you are and why you are.

I have made my choice forever: I will walk with Christ my Lord. Naught from Him my soul can sever While I'm trusting in His word. I the lonely way have taken, Rough and toilsome though it be; And although despised, forsaken, Jesus, I'll go thro' with Thee.

Tho' the garden lies before me, And the scornful judgement hall, Tho' the gloom of deepest midnight Settles round me like a pall, Darkness can affright me never; From Thy presence shadows flee. And if Thou wilt guide me ever, Jesus, I'll go thro' with Thee.

Tho' the earth may rock and tremble, Tho' the sun may hide its face, Tho' my foes be strong and ruthless, Still I dare to trust Thy grace. Tho' the cross my path o'er-shadow, Thou didst bear it once for me; And whate'er the pain or peril, Jesus, I'll go thro' with Thee.

When the conflict here is ended, And the weary journey done; When the last grim foe is conquered, And the final vict'ry won; When the pearly gates swing open, And an entrance full and free Shall be granted to the victors, Jesus, I'll go thro' with Thee.

God bless you all! Please know that our family, extended family, and church family, appreciates your prayers concerning our need. Nevaeh is an established member of our family, church and community and the decision of the judge weighs heavy on many. As we learn more, we will try to continue to update you.

Have a wonderful Thanksgiving!

Praying Parisioners

2009-11-20T16:18:00.005-05:00

These prayer charts were given to us today. They're beautiful and represent the love of our awesome church family. We are overwhelmed with such a display of caring. These are the charts of the prayer circle that was organized in our behalf concerning Nevaeh's situation. If I were to have a guess, I'd say this was the idea of one special Rebecca. Our church family is praying around the clock this weekend through Monday as the status conference has turned into a hearing involving paternal grandparents. They have never seen Nevaeh and we are the only family that she knows. We were set for adoption December 14, but we have to go down this side trail for now. We have an interest in your prayers as well. We know that God cares about the things that are important to us.
As I sat in the agency office today talking with the case managers, one spoke up and said, "Y'know, everything is going to be alright. From the very beginning you've had your faith, and God gave you what you asked for even though we told you it just doesn't work that way. Everything is going to work our just fine."
I told them about the prayer circle and they told me to stop before I made them all cry.
May they have no doubt that God is in control when this is over and the dust is settled!

URGENT PRAYER REQUEST!

2009-11-19T18:58:00.009-05:00

WOW! It looks as if the devil intends to fight this to the bloody end. We're scratching and clawing and trying to hang on with everything we've got! We received a call today requesting our presence in court on Monday. Nevaeh's bio grandparents will be present at a status conference and they want to adopt her. We are floored by this and our insides are in turmoil. We NEED you to pray for this case. Pray for the judge. Please pray that the judge will be wise. Since we will be present, we have a voice. Mark and I both will be asked to express ourselves. Please pray for us in this. Pray for our family. Please pray for our boys!!! They desperately are in need of your prayer.

And please know that Mark and I would greatly appreciate your prayers in our behalf in every way.

Our emotions are on an unbelievable ride. God help us!!!

This conference is scheduled for this coming Monday morning. We will do our best to share what we can as soon as we can.

Josh and Nevaeh

Nevaeh has picked Josh from the very beginning and loves him more each passing day.

BY THE WAY: GOD IS STILL ALWAYS GOOD AND NO MATTER WHAT, WE WILL STILL LOVE HIM!

Note added November 20, Friday AM.

We have been informed just this AM that our church family has organized a prayer circle and will be praying around the clock every hour on the hour for the weekend through Monday.

We are overwhelmed and realize that this little girl is their "family" as well as ours.

LOVE is a powerful thing.

Adoption Latest!

2009-11-18T14:58:00.005-05:00

Today was another meeting of the minds concerning Nevaeh's permanency. The adoption charge case manager, the adoption counselor, and our personal caseworker was present as well as Laura, Mark and Nevaeh! We have been told that the judge has ordered a status conference. The purpose of this conference is to make sure that "all our ducks are in a row." If everything is in order, we may proceed with the December 14th date. If anything is out of line, the adoption will have to be moved to January. So all of you

"PRAY-ers", I would call on your graciousness yet another time, and ask you all to remember Nevaeh's adoption in your prayers. We are asking God to go before the caseworkers involved, the lawyer, and the judge and care for anything that may need tending, and be with us for the planned huge weekend of Nevaeh's adoption.

Having much family present for the adoption, made much sense to plan a dedication service in that same weekend and the plans are all falling into place. Our conference president, has been so kind to rearrange his personal schedule to be present. We are very appreciative of that effort. Nevaeh's brothers are going to sing to her as well as our adopted twin nieces. Perhaps I can post some video clips of that on the blog to share with you.

And if you have a spare second in your prayer time, I would be so grateful if you would whisper a thought in my behalf. The closer the date becomes, the more jittery my insides. I fear that I'm going to be a nervous wreck! I can't begin to tell you how I feel emotionally. You'd never understand unless you've been there yourself anyway. I've never felt anything like it.

You will, however, understand excitement, and our entire family, church family included, is excited about this incredible milestone that is taking place in our lives.

GOD IS SO GOOD!

Merry Christmas, Big Guy!

2009-11-02T19:52:00.003-05:00

This is Chief.

He is the answer to Robert's long time prayer. Y'know, I'm sitting here thinking about how God is interested in the lives of all my children and He means to make sure that my guys know that He cares about each of them personally. The Lord worked out details to make it possible for us to give Robert this horse for a Christmas present and since we want to have him moved before the snow flies, we decided to let him have "it" early. He is so in love with Chief already.

Some kids wake up one day and want to be a fireman. In another day or so, they decide that a policeman would be more exciting. As they grow older they branch out into more exotic sounding careers like that of a marine biologist and so on........you get the picture. Well, for as long as I can remember, Rob has wanted to have his own ranch where he can rescue abused horses and then use a therapy program to rehabilitate troubled youth. Who knows but that he may just get his desire after all.

Here is Robert meeting his new and fast best friend!

Walking Chief through the pasture.

Getting used to each other.

Close up and personal. Robert is having trouble believing that this is for real.

He said that if he is dreaming, please don't wake him up.